Monthly Archives: November 2012

What the F***

Excuse me, but there was no other way to title this post. This morning we went in for our third ultrasound. We both were in a somber state of mind because we were prepared for the worst case scenario. Basically … Continue reading

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Manic Monday

There is nothing more heartbreaking than seeing a man who doesn’t readily show emotion, openly crying. Even more heartbreaking when it is your own husband. However, I misinterpreted his tears, and this difference of opinion, or faith, may be our … Continue reading

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Super Sunday

So I spent about 3 hours this morning just quietly crying on the couch in the family room. At some point yesterday, my concern changed from worrying about a miscarriage to worrying about a “missed miscarriage.” Basically, your body doesn’t … Continue reading

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Driven to distraction

It’s not even that early right now, 9:15 a.m. on Saturday morning.  Of course I have been awake for hours.  My dear husband likes to sleep in. I wish he was awake with me so he could distract me from … Continue reading

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Baby Mama

So yes, I called the doctor’s office this morning and told them I simply could not wait until Wednesday and that I wanted to come in today. I went in and they drew blood and let  me talk to a … Continue reading

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Signs, signs, everywhere there’s signs

Sunday, November 11, 2012 Yes, it is possible to drive yourself crazy. I am halfway there, with a tank full of gas. My first beta number was great. Absolutely.  However, as great as that first number was, it doesn’t mean … Continue reading

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The embrace

The transfer went smoothly. They transferred 2 embryos, 1 was an 8 cell and 1 was a 5 cell. I did find out afterwards that our other two fertilized embryos did not survive to freezing. So, these two embryos are … Continue reading

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