Tuesday, June 4, 2013
Well it’s official. Last night, when I took my bra off, my boobs hurt. The two other times I was pregnant, that was a telltale sign.
So there’s that.
Also, I keep thinking I am nauseous. I don’t know if this is actual mild morning sickness or if I am just nauseous from anxiety about the validity and possible frailty of this pregnancy.
Even though I haven’t really allowed myself to get excited yet, I keep wanting to share the news. I really want to tell my mom. It’s so hard not to tell her. My mother-in-law is having us all over for a cookout this Sunday. It would be the perfect opportunity to tell both sides of the family. But I can’t. It’s not time yet.
With family, I will wait until we at least hear a good strong heartbeat.
No way I can hold out until the end of the first trimester with family.
With friends, I would ideally like to wait until then. But it’s so hard.
This Sunday I am going to a concert with one of my oldest friends. It will be next to impossible not to tell her.
God I hope this is the real deal this time.